Good evening everyone!
Hope all of you are doing great!
I used to be an active participant of that community quite a long time ago. But now I'm going through some very hard time...my Granny has died...and it hurts and all my habits are getting back.
I used to an anorexic at 14 but late on I developed bulimia and I was suffering from it for almost 3 years. Now I'm almost 20 and I was doing quite ggod before what has happened, but now...I can't help emotional eating and I;m afraid of that. I know that my Granny wouldn't have loved it and I muct stop it and stay healthy....but I feel like I need help

I've succede in the diet I decided to go through but today I binged, just a bit. I need to learn eat properly during the day while I'm at the university when I'm with my friends, so I won't binge and later I won't have thoughts like I had nothing all day long.
\But generally speaking I like the way I struggle. but I'm in such a desperate need to lose weight! Ughh!

I start a new diet from tomorrow on, I'm planning to eat apples and drink green tea. Just for a couple of days and later we'll see!  
Here I'm gonna post my results, it'll kinda encouriging for me))
good luck!

Hon'., you have to understand to what this stuff leads, it's deadly unsafe, it can kill you, it can cause you lots of problems. You already have some.
Babe, 4 times a week is not funny, it's senseless. it's dangerous, it's terrible. You must!
I dunno why this shit happens so frequently now, it's progressing, but control yourself. Pull yourself together. Deconcentrate yourself from that stuf, it would be way easier and more efficient!
go on!
x

The road is always hard. Don't you ever dare stop trying! Keep on moving, I know that you can! Life is hard, roads are difficult. But you are stronger than all that stuff! GO ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!

I've never thought that a way to the recovery can be that hard. I was always like: If I want, no prob, I will stop anytime I'd love to. Easy, babe. Things are a bit harder. It's strange how different you can fell from day to day. But in my condition it's just a stupid habit, and I need some strong will power to say no everytime! I know that I can. I used to be all right for more than 2 months. A person can overcome everything.
You feel happy and safe and the other day you slip up. Vouz devez lutter avec cette chose epouvantable! For sure! No sense in that. As long as I have Ed in my life, all I can think of is to make something up to occupy myself so as I don;t slip up. Stupid!
C'mon! I trust in you!

Hello! I guess I know the way out, it's all about making the right choice, realising what you wanna do and finding yourself in something.
For me it's horses. When I do horse-riding, or taking pert in a competition, I feel extremely fabulous and alive.
The thing which attire toute votre attention can be whatever you want. Anything, it really doesn't matter, the only thing which matters is loving it and feeling comfortable.
Concentrating on the ED is a way to nowhere, deconcentrate yourself, stay busy, lov3e yourself and appreciate the life you were given. Take the most of it, it's so damn important. At times it's extremely difficult to do because there always will be the things which do upset you, but try to do your best, be patient and soon you'll be all right. It's a long and hard road but it's worth it, every little bit of it!

Staying on the track can get pretty hard at times. Instead of overeating, I prefer not to eat at all, or just some salad without any dressing. Today je tenais a meat and I ate it and I was thinking of throwing up but...no dice! I said no. My first goal is to be healthy and not sick skinny!
So, I'm doing my best but at times it's getting pretty unbearable.!
Wish me some luck!
xxx

I slipped up but it doesn't mean that I'd stop! I'm keep on going!
Good luck!

Things are getting worse and harder each day. I feel awful. I wanna change myself, but I'm overeating and I'm struggling ti have no continue. My mood is extremely bad probably because of the medicament, I don't know. I wanna run away but I'm strong enough and there would be lots of difficulties on my hard way so I must stay strong, stronger than ever because time will pass and I'll be alright. I know that for sure. So, hon' be patient. Bu it's so hard when you hate yourself, every single bit of yourself. Pull yourself together and keep going!
I believe in you!